I’ve never thought I could find a serious and stable relationship ever in my life. Something always happens in the midst of it and then it will be the end. I knew I could never trust a man no matter how much I like him and even if I might tell him I trust him completely deep down I know I never could. At the back of my mind I’m always expecting something bad to happen.
Being in a relationship with him is beginning to change my view on men. He has somehow made me believe that there is still hope in mankind (literally). Never have I met a man that truly knows and understands me without having me tell him what I want. The first incident that made me notice he is different happened 2 weeks into the relationship. He came to me and showed me a picture of the bus timetable he took at the bus stop for the buses that I usually take to work and Uni. He said this is so that I don’t have to rush and guess what time the bus is coming and then always carelessly leave things at home. It is always the little things that he does that really touched me deep inside. But most importantly I know, he loves me with all his heart.
I have never had a man that buys me a mobile when he realized my mobile’s not working. I’ve never had a man who offers to meet my family and want my family to meet him. I’ve never had a man that pampers me and doesn’t patronize me even when he knows I’m wrong. But most of all, I’ve never had a man that asks for nothing except for me to care and to love him. Why is it then, do I still feel skeptical of the relationship? Could it be because it is too good to be true?
