Indescent proposal

How do one deals with the situation when a good friends asks you if you'd sleep with them. Bearing in mind both of you are of the same sex(in this case I'm a girl and she's a girl) and she's adamant that she would like to try it out with you. Not because she's a lesbian, but because it is one of her fantasies to sleep with a woman and she would like to experience how it is like to 'lick a p**sy'(literally). In addition, she would like her boyfriend to be in it as well if you're willing, if not he just watch. or if you're still not willing, she'd lock him out and its just a one - to - one (you and her).

The first time she proposed i brushed it off because she was not very direct. It came very subtly and seemed like a joke. The second time it was straight-on right at the face. Today I spoke to her she said she liked me. Part of me felt honoured but the other part of me felt disgusted. How do I turn her down without offending her? At the first place, is it wrong to ask a friend for a favor like that?

I have friends who feel that it is not wrong. They say that this is because subject and me are friends and since she can't just try it out with any tom, dick, and harry, the best person to try it out with is a friend whom she trust. But then again, since she's a friend, how could you even do it and when everything is over, pretend like nothing has ever happened? Will there be a difference towards our friendship? Are we going to start using one another for sex just because we can?

What kind of friendship is this then?

*Billy once told me this scandalistic story when I was in Australia:

He: You know *Linnie and *Lannie are best friends right (*names changed to protect their privacy)

Me: Yeah why?

He: There was one period when they were both single. They just broke up with their boyfriend I think about a month and they were both feeling very horny.

Me: *eyes wide open and fearing for the worst* AND?

He: So they decided since they were both horny and they can't get any guys to f**k they might as well f**k each other.

Me: *jaw nearly dropping to the ground* BUT THEY ARE BOTH BEST FRIENDS! AREN'T THEY DISGUSTED? THEY'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER FOR QUITE SOME TIME RITE? DON'T THEY FEEL EMBARASSED? Imagine....the thought of kissing, licking and sucking your bestfriend's t*ts and p**sy!! EEeeewwww

He: Don't know....they were both very horny wurt....so might as well.... but it was a one off thing...after that they decided it was a stupid thing and they should not do it again. They are both still very close though..... hehehe

Me: ..............

So do these things actually happen? Am I over-reacting? Is this then, still considered as a purely 'platonic' relationship?

The most boring, no-brainer job in the whole wide world........

is telemarketing.

And I'm in it. *faints*

Blogging Time....

A friend was complaining that I hardly ever update my blog. Problem is, I hardly ever go online other than during at work. Don't ask me why, I don't know. It will never occur to me just go online and chat and then blog. Most of the time when things happen to me I 'think' I want to blog about it. Come the time when I get home and I can go online, I don't 'think' I wanna blog about it anymore because I might have already lost all the excitement of writing about it.

I always wonder how some bloggers can keep in mind what they want to blog about and then blog about it maybe 1 month later. Hell I can't even remember things that happened to me 2 weeks before. I guess I just don't have the passion to write like they do. But once in a while I do get the urge to blog. Like now. And I'm at work. Hehe